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howdee. havent blogged since sundae- sorry abt it. was real busy and stressed up. had tons and tons of hmwk and syf is around the corner. nxt tues is the day.. haiish. school was okay overall for this week luhh. nuttin special.. got back phys common test on wed and results sucked man. jus passedd. on the dot lerhh. i was shocked when ms ang handed mie my paper. the whole class didnt do well though.. highest was 42/60- shehui, billy and huihuii. i had to admit that it was a tough paper.. thanks to sharon angg. she said that it was Olvl standard.. haiish. i could haf gotten more marks cus i forgotten to transfer the last q onto foolscap for her to markk. hate myself mann. arghh. shyt mie. =x i realleh dunno wads wrong wif miee. results are dropping and dropping.. drop drop drop. the exams are in abt 4 weeks time and here i am having sulky results. whatt is this?! i'm only satisfied with chem and geog thats all. fullstopp. mebbe i'm jus slacking too much. i haveta admit that i slack quite a lot compared to last yr.. =( lazyy miee. hope i'll be more sensible and work hard. if i dont get top10 in MYE, i'm gonna punish myself hardly.
had tuition with lyn jus now.. didnt seem to be in a good mood. plus the qns from the fuhua papers (A and E math) were extremely tough that she had a hard time thking thru em'. 2qns are still unsolved.. shall ask ard on mondaee. sighh. SYF is on tues. scaredscaredd. malay and indian dance got silverr. :)) we HAVETA get gold. we really haveta. if we dont, we're realley gonna be a letdown to li lao shi and ms ang. and to ourselves as well. practiced soo hard.. but i'm kinda afraid mann. cus. . . dun wish to say out the reason. xiaomeii shld know. hehees. btw the mr loh is shooo damn foolish man. only indian and malay dance haf had their SYFs, not us. and yet, he said that both CHINESE and indian dance got silver. whats that suppose to mean?! cursing us huhh.. so meanieee. =x
neway, i cant go for OBS. *sobsob* i had the form but my damn parents jus wont allow mie too. no matter how hard i persuade and plead, they're still soo hard-headedd! :(( they keep on saying that i aint suitable for these kinda things due to my timidity, tiny size and all. also added smthg like two RGS gurls drowned there 2 yrs ago. and blahblah. said i couldnt swim well and stuff. eventually gave up and had to accept the fact that i cant go luhh. was damn sad abt it. almost cried but i thought again and it wasnt worth it to cry over some camp.. neway, althou i wanted to go badly, i'm rather relieved that i didnt sign up cus one'll haveta go for sum kinda injection! i HATE injections. i'll cry forsure. hahas. hmms. thats about all for todae bahh. gtgg. byee
♥yours truly. 9:39 PM